my excellent lurking skills always do me wrong. now even just reading profiles. i’ve been stuck on one person for way too long now and it’s starting to get on my nerves because all i do is get treated like dirt. i’m nothing but nice and i get it shoved back in my face along with a whole lot of perfect lies to make me be the fool and believe that you actually want to be my friend. you always lie and tell me you like me aswell or that you wish we were great friends still. but you don’t ever speak to me and when you do, i can tell its because certain people aren’t online because the minute they do come on, you stop talking to me. i can’t help myself. but you hurt me so much.
